I really did care about you, a lot

flashingsmiles:

I dont know what happened, but we drifted. And I miss the fuck out of you, to be honest. I loved talking to you day and night, just laughing and carrying away like no one cared. I connected with you, a lot. Maybe you did too, I dont know. But I know that everytime I think of you, I feel like I lost you. I lost something special, and amazing, to be honest. And now, everytime I see you, I just get this feeling…that it should be different. 

And most of the time, I really wish it was different…

(via fatethatfalls)